Trapped

Envision yourself trapped, locked in a box
Under the ground, covered with dirt and rocks
Trapped in the casket, alive for a while
Tearing at the lip in front of you, before you die.

Buried alive, such misery
Buried beneath the earth six feet
Unable to breath other than cold, diminishing air
You let go of your life, you just do not care.

You feel yourself start to get somewhat drowsy
Like your tired, uncomfortable, you start to feel lousy
You say your final goodbyes to all left behind
You close you eyes, and step into the blind.

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Twilight World - Part II

When I awoke, my head was hurting with an almost unbearable pain. I looked around, and I saw that everything looked a little bit different, in a way that no words can explain. I sat up and looked at the sky, it was obviously not night anymore, because the sky, although covered with clouds in different shades of gray, was being illuminated by the distant light of the sun. as I continued to get my bearings back, I heard a voice from behind me say, “Hello boy.”

In an instant, I was on my feet and I had turned toward that direction. Then, I was attacked by a spill of dizziness from a sudden blood rush to my head, and I fell to my knees just looking at the dark green Earth.

I raised my head to see who had spoken to me. It was an old woman who almost looked deceased, wearing a ragged, white dress and an even more ragged-looking white bonnet.

“Who are you?” I said in a fluster.
“I am Cora, The Mother of the Serpents. And you boy, what is your name?” she replied.
“I’m Jason, Jason Callahan. What do you want?”
“Jason, you have been chosen by the powers, higher and unknown to any human creature, to destroy the darkness which had invaded and enslaved this, our world of Granloch.”

I just stared at her, honestly, thinking that she was a tinge loony, and then I said, “Why was I chosen, of all the people on Earth, why me?”

“Because you touched the Sacred Seal of our world. Most human creatures wouldn’t have even been able to see the seal. Thus, by feeling the energies of this tree, the beloved Rowan, you were chosen by the Supremacy of the Heavens.”
“So what does that mean?” I asked.
“That means that you must venture forth and destroy the darkness that has engulfed our world and existence.”
“I understand that, but how am I supposed to succeed, and where am I supposed to go?”
“That is why I am here, to help you.”

Cora then picked up one of the smaller branches that had fallen from the tree earlier. Holding it in both hands, palm up, she began to utter unfamiliar words. She spoke these words as if she had a snakes voice. As she spoke, she began to raise her hands above her head.

I could see the stick begin to glow and change. Then, Cora stopped speaking, and she lowered her hands. She held the newly transformed stick with only her right hand as she reached out with her left hand to help me rise to my feet.

After I was firmly standing on both of my feet, her warm hand slipped away from mine, and she said, “Jason, from this day forth, your name shall now be Vereseus. Your left hand, please.”

I held out my left hand, and with her right hand, she handed me the stick. I, assuming out of impulsiveness, wrapped my hand around it. As I touched the stick, I could feel some sort of energy begin to pulse through my body, and then, I began to feel a strong pain, of some sort, in the middle of my torso. Not sure of what this pain was coming from, I tried to let go of the stick to hold onto my stomach, which, was feeling as if it were on fire. I could not, as much as I tried, let the stick go.

Then, suddenly, all of the pain that I had been experiencing in and around my stomach, all the way up to the pain I had in my head, was gone. I was actually feeling quite euphoric now.

Cora then let the stick go so that only I was holding it. She then said, “Vereseus, you have now been initiated into the Order of the Serpent. You must defend the Order, and everything in it, with all of your might. The seal of our world in inscribed upon your flesh, and the stick that you are holding is now your weapon. A weapon of magnificent power, it is your magic wand. The wand which you hold in your hand is yours and yours alone. Without you, it is nothing, without it, you are nothing.”

“But how do I use it?” I asked her.
“Look deep into your heart and what you want to happen, shall.” she replied.
“Where am supposed to go to stop the darkness?”
“Follow your heart my child, and everything you wish to achieve, you shall. But, alas, I must go for now. Remember, you were chosen by the Supremacy in the Heavens. I believe in you, Vereseus. Just believe in yourself. If ever you need my guidance, look into your heart and say my name. I will be with you, always.”

She took a step back and put her hands together. She spoke some of her odd-sounding language, and she transformed into a snake. She slithered up to the snake which was carved into the bark of the tree, and she became one with the tree in glowing brilliance.

- to be continued

Twilight World - Part I

It all began late, one Tuesday. I decided to forget about my homework for the night to just go for a walk. I walked to the somewhat large park in the middle of the town that I lived in, Edenburg, Pennsylvania. A quiet, recluse place where people go to relax or ponder things.

As I arrived at the park, the sky began to get dark as the night grew. The full moon had been out on its normal evening rotation across the night sky, and a small amount of stars had become evident.

I walked down through the park, down a dirt path through the woods to a place that had become unofficially known as Enchantment Point. A place which was nothing more than a clearing in the middle of the woods with a small lake, a few large, jagged-looking stones, and a very large, old Rowan tree.

I walked up the hill beside the lake and I sat down beside the Rowan tree. As I sat down, I noticed all of the obscure carvings that numerous people had made in the bark of the tree over the years. Carvings such as ‘Jon + Amber 2004’, or ‘Rick was here’, but the carving that had really caught my eye was a picture of a snake, body wave-shaped and all. It was about a foot long, and it sort of glowed in the moonlight.

I touched this carving, and as I did, I experienced and uneasy, but also relaxed-type of feeling running through my entire body. I pulled my hand away a moment later, and I laid back and watched the stars, in their twinkling beauty, appear throughout the now darkened night sky.

As the night grew older, and the moon, in it’s glowing ecstasy, rose higher into the night sky, I continued to watch the wondrous stars. As I watched, I noticed a spectrum of strange colors begin to appear and disappear deep within the night sky. Colors such as Magenta, Electric-green, and Obnoxious-orange. They appeared and disappeared almost like the ebb of the ocean’s waves.

As I watched these colors ebb and flow in and out of view, I noticed that, in their excellent bliss, they had been getting closer and closer. As the waves of color became larger, they also became brighter, to such and extent that most of the twinkling diamonds of the night sky had faded out of view, almost as if they were not there.

As I watched these waves in the sky, I perceived what looked like small sparks of electricity emanating from them. I then decided that, as beautiful as these anomalies were, I should go.

I began to stand up to walk home, when suddenly, one of the sparks of electricity flew from the sky and hit the old Rowan tree like a bolt of lightning! With a sound like that of a sonic boom. I could do nothing but stop in my tracks at that very instant. By sure luck, I suppose, as the bolt of lightning struck the tree, one of the many branches above me, fell from the tree and smacked me in the head! I was instantly knocked out.

The Communist Liberal

So, today, as I was going through my pre-separation classes, as in, I am getting out of the U.S. Marine Corps, I was approached by another Marine. This other Marine is a Russian immigrant from Boston and New York City (imagine the accent).

Anyway, the Russian asked me if I was a Satanist. Naturally, I asked him why. Well, his response was exactly this, “Because you wear that stupid ring.” (To let you know, I wear a ring with a pentacle on it (A pentacle is a five-pointed star inside of a circle, representing the five elements))

Anyway, my response was this, “Well, yea, you uneducated retard, I’m a Wiccan, of course I wear a pentacle. And, may I ask, what makes it stupid? Could it be that you are so close-minded that you have no idea what you’re talking about? And, on that note, since you’re from Russia, I guess I can only assume you to be a Communist. Furthermore, being that you’re from Boston and New York City, you must be a Liberal. Hmmm, how odd to find a Communist Liberal, I didn’t even think that possible.”

Well, needless to say, after killing him with my word usage, I put out my cigarette and went back inside. He never said another word.

Now, I understand that since he is from Russia doesn’t automatically make him a Communist, but I figure, what goes around comes around.

Troubled

What’s this?
It is a troubled man,
Who shall not be named
A troubled man
Who’s lost in life’s game.
Millions of thoughts
Through his head, day and night
He’s so far away and alone
And can’t even conjure anything to write.
He stares through his window
And what does he see?
His life, depressing,
Dismal, and to the lowest degree.
Numerous faces,
Fleet through his mind
He misses some more than others
Some, he’ll miss for all time.

Daydreams

I looked into her eyes
She looked back into mine.
I kissed her soft, pink lips
And she returned my kiss.
I pulled her into a hug, a tight embrace
I felt her make a shudder as I caressed her face.
I felt waves of emotion come over me
As I realize how different my life could honestly be.
Daydreams.